Another good morning, then thump.  Upside my head…here it comes.  I just don’t understand how I can be good one minute and not wanting to be alive the next. “Should we up your dose?”  “What do you think we should do?”  That’s what they ask me.  I don’t freakin know…If I knew, I would have done it already.  Like 40 years ago.

**stops typing to take another pill**