Circle
A poem
Circle, cycle
I’m headed down the drain.
The speed of this demon
Is mangling my brain.
I claw and I fight
Knowing this won’t be my end.
My heart is confused
With such a drenching reign.
Feelings swirl,
Conflict with logic.
I breath in and out,
Sweeping it into neurotic.
Mind spins, heart races
Keeping pace with this,
Excruciating race.
Then one day, the beating stops
My breaths are slow
Meaning well worn stalks.
Stalks filled with reminders
Of days past by,
When there were bruises
Or a swollen eye.
I have a reprieve…
How long will it last?
I don’t care, for I love for today
Calmness and aware,
Settle in and I sway
With the release of another
Pounding drenching day.
I still live.
I have a chance
Thank you universe for seeing me,
Giving me my stance.
©️shassyswalkabout2023

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