Like it or not, here I am

I’m back in the hospital again, to try to get straightened out. I felt a crash and burn coming on, and this time I actually scared myself. I was really angry.  I still am angry, which is something I have never felt to this extent before.  I see that this is something that is going to affect my life permanently.  I lose jobs, that I enjoy and find rewarding, I cry and hide in the night, finding that my mind is lost in the confusion of the trauma.  This time I have also lost time. Periods of time are missing.  That’s scary.  I know in my heart that I am a good person, but it seems that I can only do one thing at a time.  But right now I feel damaged and broken.

Oh, and my new shrink wants me to journal.  EVERY DAY…lol…so here we go.

to me continued.

keep me in your prayers, cuz God knows I need them.


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